Pitiful

Okay, that didn't last long. I'm not much of a going through verse by verse gal. But I can spend time in the Word and ponder it. Hey, it's a method!

Most days (at least when I'm the captain of the car) I listen to Miles McPherson from the Rock church here in San Diego, good stuff! He often makes me think and ponder how God is working in my life and am I working hard enough or just gliding. I want to be invested in my life as a Christian, a do-er not a be-er. You know what I mean? God has a job or a mission for me and I haven't found my sweet spot yet. I know it's because I don't spend enough time invested in Him, the Word, and of my spiritual life.

But I am moving forward, not backward, and that is something to have hope in. I'm trying hard not be just a "works" girl. I want my inner spiritual life to be evident to the world that Hey, I'm not perfect, but Jesus is my focus and all else pales in comparison to His love and friendship. So bear with me, I'm a work in progress, but beware-I always will be.